So take me with you when you go, I don't want to stay here alone. Remember when we were golden? Yeah, that was a long time ago. You told me that you felt foolish, you stayed where you didn't belong. Well I don't want to be foolish, square peg in a round hole. Square peg in a round hole. You said that it was still stolen, but it just didn't beat any more. I guess that when it's done falling, it's just lying dead on the floor. Said if you want to be foolish, then you can go do it alone. Square peg in a round hole.
Sometimes the shoe fits, but I don't know if that means I should go shoving my foot into it and run the risk of blisters. I've grown just enough for this to be uncomfortable. Winnipeg is uncomfortable. Winnipeg remembers who I was, and tries to make me forget who I am.
I am not going to let myself be hurt any more.
I am done chasing after people who don't have the maturity to confront me and be honest with themselves and how they feel. Done chasing after people who wouldn't chase after me, people who avoid problems rather than facing and resolving them. People who expect more of me than they are willing to give.
I think I am done here.
I don't understand this.
ReplyDeleteI don't think you have to understand it...
ReplyDeleteIt's for the writer to understand.
Take it from me - the pain and hurt are not gonna stop if you chase something that isn't chasing you.
I think a friend of mine so eloquently put it "Its time to stop when the fucking you're getting's not worth the fucking you're taking". BAM! nice blog
I wish I had seen this earlier! That's hilarious and so true!!
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