You've been acting awful tough lately, smoking a lot of cigarettes lately, but inside you're just a little baby. Its okay to say you got a weak spot you dont always have to be ontop better to be hated than loved loved loved for what you're not. You're vulnerable, you're vulnerable, you are not a robot. You're lovable, so lovable, but you're just trouble.

I think I portray an image of myself that is less than desirable. Are all men slime, or do I only attract them because I appear to have no self-respect? I am a very sexual person, driven by passion and lust and I admit that I tend to end up in beds that aren't my own, beside men that I don't know very well. But I am passionate about my relationships, about being a good person, about self-improvement. Regardless, I am objectified by every man I ever meet, and being the common factor in all of these encounters I can only assume that it's my fault. 

Why don't men want anything more from me? Do I not deserve love?